A lonely boy in the world.

There are certain times, when all I want and all I need, is just somewhere where I can really be on my own. I mean just me, my own space and time, with nobody else knows where. Just to put everything right again. That's that moment when and where, I don't want to be searched, I don't want to be asked about my whereabouts. Cause I feel when someone gets to know where I am then, I feel like that space I was in, was no longer mine, I feel the secret of that became repressed and that put me out of what I feel genuine about being alone. It's just something about me, I am a loner. I just feel like I find a cure to my loneliness, in my loneliness. I know it sounds strange, perhaps stupid even but, well, I think that's just the way it goes. I, will be different, when I finally succeed to reach my balance, I may blend again among people and society. But when I haven't got that, I just, really just, want to be on my own, be sad and wonder, being one kind of a lonely boy in the world.